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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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I love when his glasses do the anime thing
#I WISH IT HAPPENED MORE OFTEN ITS SO SILLY#dib silly... i love him i wanna wrap him in a blanket and feed him soup or something#invader zim#nickelodeon#dib membrane
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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repost bc i'm a fucking idiot and deleted it
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#this happened months ago I just forgor to repost#I wish clavis and nokto interacted more often I KNOW theyre always getting into situations together#Ikemen Prince#IkePri#nokto Klein#clavis lelouch
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This might not mean anything to anyone but seeing the hate towards deku for losing his quirk and becoming a teacher feels a lot like the discourse about Cars 3 a few years ago when people were mad that Lightning got old and became Cruz’ crew chief.
And what’s crazy is both of them still got their happy ending. Deku still got to be a Hero and Lightning still got to keep racing. And I actually think it’s even better cuz they both have legacies since Deku has Kai, Eri, Kota, and all of his other students and Lightning is getting to train Cruz like Doc trained him. Yet people are/were still upset…
#this is such a random comparison I know#but it just goes to show how often this happens in media and fandom relationships#a character can have the exact ending that they wanted and be completely happy#and people will still be pissed off that it didn’t end the way they wanted it to#don’t get me wrong I’m still disappointed about the bnha ended#but it has literally nothing to do with deku#well actually no I wish we got to see how deku felt about a lot of things more but even then that’s not his fault#that’s still a writing issue and that’s what I had an issue with#anyways…#pixar cars#bnha#midoriya izuku#deku#bkdk#bakudeku#bnha meta#I guess?#mini meta#bnha v Pixar comparison
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oh the dread, oh the worry! you love your sister so much and you need to know shes okay. you trust her but you cant trust the world, and more than anything else you cant trust yourself
#jrwi riptide#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi show#gillion tidestrider#edyn tidestrider#RAHHH IVE HAD THIS ROTTIN IN DRAFTS FOR A BIT but im finally here n ready to POST!!!!#SO THE LIL GILLION AND EDYN ARC HUH??#gillion as a character makes me so emotional. he means so well yet sucks so bad in every way he wish he didnt#HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT HIS SISTER. MAN HAS NEVER CRIED EXCEPT FOR THE DAY HE SAW HER AGAIN#HE WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE HER AND FIND OUT SHES OKAY. I ALSO REMEMBER SCREAAAAMIN WHEN SHE FIRST APPEARED#I HAD BEEN THINKIN ABOUT EDYN FOR SO LONG... ohhh older sisters where u at... u understand... only us older sisters get it#andNOW WHERE IS SHE..? WHERE IS SHE NOW.... working with the navy to 'undo' what the undersea has done to her precious baby brother#OKAY ENOUGH EMOTIONS TIME FOR ME TO TALK ABT MY ART#REAAALLY THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST DOODLE PAGES SO FAR. IM SO PROUDA THE COLORS N THE SCENES AND THE EMOTIONS#the lil scene with edyn comforting gillion after 'a day of alot of failure. that was the first we ever saw of edyn right? i love my colors#A MIRROR! edyn painted in red when shes often blue. framed by rock and coral and memory sharing bracelets and fire.#A MEMORY! a recent event! finding her at the bar and meeting her at a tavern. its cathartic to hear your older sister tell you its okay#even more cathartic to have her remind you that you are not your tragedies. you were just a kid. you didnt deserve what happened.#you really missed having her here#OH BUT THE NEXT. A NOTE LEFT BEHIND. NOTHING ELSE. i love you a million gillion#BUT THATS NOT A REASSURANCE IS IT? its a trust fall. emphasis on the fall. emphasis on the needle in your chest as wind rushes past#you anticipate the ground but you wish you could anticipate her arms. you wish you could trust. you need to trust. so why cant you?#instead you lash out. again. just like last time. just like always. you were never good at controlling your emotions#all you do in the end is break stuff. none of them can trust you. thats why she cant tell you. thats why he didnt tell you. noone trusts yo#chips got way too many damn belts btw. put some o those back boy u do NOT need all that mess jingling around ur gay hips. you FRUIT!!!!!!!!#I liked the scene with jay n chip dragging gillion around. its a comical scene ofc and i LOVE that balance here. but that sadness remains.#they care about gillion so much..... auuwuuuu.....#OKAY FINAL THOUGHTS. I RLY LIKE DRAWING DIFFERENT TEARS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF CRYING#when the tears well up so big from uncontainable joy that you cant even see
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remembered that they shot some scenes of “Inter Arma Enim Silent Leges” on the Voyager lot, so for example the set for the scene where Cretak, Admiral Ross and Julian are talking about Romulan Ale is literally the same Mess Hall you see on Voyager (even though it's explained as being just another Intrepid-class ship, the USS Bellerofon).
Apparently it was Ron Moore's idea:
Ronald D. Moore was the one who put forward the idea to use Voyager's sets rather than simply using the Defiant; "When we started structuring the show, I called Rick Berman and [Voyager Executive Producer] Brannon Braga and [Voyager Supervising Producer] Merri Howard and said, 'I'd really like to use the Voyager sets on this.' We could have reused the Defiant sets once again, saying the Bellerophon was a Defiant-class ship, but I didn't want to. I thought that using a bigger starship with a different look would make the mission seem bigger and more important. And we could save a lot of money if we went over and used their existing stuff, rather than building a new ship." The DS9 scenes were scheduled on a day when the Voyager crew was working on a different soundstage. (Star Trek: Deep Space Nine Companion (pp. 661-662)) (link to the Memory Alpha page)
Also, from the same page:
Stock footage from Star Trek: Voyager is used at certain points; for example, a flyby of the USS Bellerophon is a recycled effect of the USS Voyager (to the point that you can see the registry "NCC-74656" on the hull).
I'll have to check next time I rewatch DS9...
#this episode :(#but anyway i wish this sort of thing had happened more often...#it's a nice inside joke i think that also makes the world of the show(s) feel more cohesive#ds9#voy
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kai winn’s relationship to religion really is just so interesting to me in a way I come back to sometimes like. she’s the leader of a faith and her gods will not speak to her. they will speak to other people in front of her and they will make a human from a society that did not interfere with her planet’s suffering their emissary but they will not speak to her. and I’m sure she can do a lot to justify it in her mind because she would have to be able to in order to keep any faith, and she has to keep her faith because she says herself that’s all she had in the camps, but that’s still a terrible thing to experience. and I’m sure a lot of people would argue that it’s not real faith, it’s ambition, but I think it’s some of both, and most importantly I think on the most immediate levels she believes it’s faith.
and like I think she and a lot of other bajorans have a reason to have a really complicated relationship with the prophets because the more demonstrably real and powerful they are, the more they’re willing to interfere in things like the dominion war, the harder it would be for a lot of people to justify to themselves why the prophets didn’t do anything to stop the genocide of their chosen people. I think the pah wraiths plotline ultimately fell kind of flat when it kind of boiled down to “dukat’s weird cult” and it was also a victim of the season’s pacing issues, but it has some interesting implications regarding this divide in the bajoran people, particularly when their religious leader’s faith is being so seriously called into question.
#on one hand like ‘if there is a loving god why do bad things happen’ is of course an incredibly common religious struggle#but I do have to imagine it’s a little different when your gods are stopping an entire fleet but didn’t save your people yknow#viable religious schism at least#this got off topic I just think kai winn and her storyline are a lot more interesting than people give credit for#opinions around her often seem to start and end with ‘she’s a bitch’ which is. hm.#I’m not like. a winn apologist for things she actually did I just wish people would engage on a more interesting level lmao#san rant#sorry I stopped like actually tagging my posts I got scared#but i saw another post i didn't like so i am trying to make. a better post.
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"goodsir is neoliberalism bc he tried to kill those guys blah blah blah" they kidnapped him and then they made him cut up men to be consumed as an act of control and pure humiliation by threatening to kill probably the last man he still liked in that party, forcing him to be complicit in an act he is viciously against, and to be complicit in the survival of the very men who betrayed the whole expedition and who are using him like a tool. and then the guy he's trying to protect comes up to him to sob and monologue at him about cannibalism and religion and acts of survival and belief as some kind of justification for the fact that he's an absolute pussy ass bitch who'd rather lie down and take it than stand up in the face of acts and circumstances he finds abhorrent. and goodsir was supposed to not be a cunt abt that? lol
#it's so important that in ep 1 we see him trying to argue with stanley bc he doesn't want to cut into young bc he asked him not to#and stanely is like. cut into him you loser. and like he does it but he really doesn't like it bc young specifically asked for the opposite#it's desecration of his last wishes#and then in the mutineers camp he is forced to cut into someone again when he absolutely does not want to#he doesn't want to be complicit in the cannibalism and he doesn't want to help the mutineers#which hickey knows. so he uses the act of cutting up the bodies as an act of humiliation#just as stanley standing there like a hardass doing fuck all except be an ass only you know. worse.#so often when goodsir tries to do what he thinks is right someone with more power tries or does prevent him to do so#and the comparison to stanley burning everyone as a mercy kill doesn't hold up for me bc at that point so much just has not happened yet#completely different situations. at carnivale stanley has lost hope where everyone else still has at least some of it#at mutiny camp there's a couple men who betrayed everyone else out of arrogance and selfishness#and hickey gets off on humiliating those who he thinks think are better than him. hodge for his previous position. goodsir for his morality#like goodsir was not needed to cut into those bodies. and he knows he isn't he deadass says that.#the only reason hickey makes him do it is bc he needs to humiliate him.#brother id be so fucking mad id start killing everyone too#the terror#harry goodsir#it's like listen i get where the argument is coming from. but also i think this is a very understandable thing to do from his perspective
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Being reminded once again that a lot of people have fucking sleeper cell agent triggers that make them instantly fail to see the human being in front of them, regardless of any personal history they have or any rapport. instantly, that person is an Enemy that cannot be reasoned with. Permanent fight or flight.
And that instead of this being seen as, you know, a rather maladaptive attitude to bring to your relationships that will permanently strip you of the capacity to experience full love and companionship, there is a dominant strain of thinking that this is a reasonable, righteous, moral good.
That a "boundary" looks like building an impenetrable wall that nobody can see but you; That conversation, negotiation, and collaboration aren't just avoided--They're treated with contempt. The very notion of trying to understand why another human being that you care about may suddenly act in an unpleasant or even monstrous way is spat upon and trampled underfoot. Complete abandonment is considered a first line of defense rather than a last resort.
I think we all need to do our best to get over this kind of thinking. And I don't mean that we should be push-overs; In actuality, moving away from this kind of rigid "boundary" often means advocating for yourself and fighting for what you think is right. I think we all deserve friends and allies who can compassionately challenge us when we adopt ways of thinking and behaving that hurt others without immediately assuming the worst.
#indexed post#Nothing happened to me specifically just pissed due to events in the orbit#The only qualifier I'll include here is that we have limited energy and this is specifically geared toward people you have a relationship w/#I think random strangers also deserve respect and compassionbut I'm not taking the time to give it to em. That's another person's problem#Also don't give me any 'yeah except for x' shit. I do think if we were able to perfectly know the heart of a person#and see that they are causing or wish to cause harm and refuse to change course at all#Then yeah sure we can say that there's a hard line#But I think very often peoples' convictions are more complicated and contradictory than they may seem#And we cannot rewrite someone's entire experience and nuance with one data point we arbitrarily decide is 'too far'#Anyways this is just a rant it's not the best thesis or anything but hope it resonates or stirs some thought
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i noticed ive stopped using the misgendering kink tag in my posts... probably because being called a girl no longer feels like misgendering 💕
#i looove being called a girl now i wish it happened more often outside of this kink#but i pass too well as a boy now... good for my daily life but fuck i wish people would see through it more often#detrans kink#detransitionkink#ftm detrans kink#ftm girl#op
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nobody asked about my love life but here it is anyways
#sabs posts!#wasian guy is the one who i accidentally held hands with#he's .. interesting#and really hot#we've been off and on interested in each other for a while#(a little over a year but we didn't talk often until recently)#i like him but i wish we talked more#blue eyed guy is so hot#he actually looks like carrington#he's kind of awkward but in a cute way#not an annoying way (otherwise i would not be interested!)#it'd never happen but pls i could fix him#there's a couple more but idk tumblr's tag limit lolz#oh wait this other guy just texted me back#idk what to call him but#he replies so freaking fast#it's scary but he's interesting#i don't like him like that but he's fun to talk to
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“You Act White”
When Black people display their intelligence they are NOT imitating Whiteness because intelligence is not an inherently White trait. Black excellence is real and has nothing to do with White proximity.
For the people in the back: intelligence is NOT a racial indicator, NOT cultural appropriation, and does NOT have racial significance.
#black excellence#African American excellence#racial equality#is racial equity a thing?#white people#black people#personal#As a teenager I accused black people of this and even asked my black friend about the wording#having them explain this idea to me#so when a former friend finally did I changed#I wish racial discussions happened more often#black culture#white culture#systematic oppression#Jim crow has not ended
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if you’re in a fandom and seriously upset enough at people shipping different fictional characters than you that you have to make posts about wanting those people to die, maybe it’s you who has a fucking problem?
#more bullshit in the horizon fandom#i’m seriously so close to just being Done with it#‘people who ship aloy with men make me sick’ ‘let’s chainsaw them’#obvs we’re not going to get chainsaw’d but you know what can happen?#people get harassed. people get DOXXED. people are chased out.#real people get hurt.#remember that lovely comment about foth about wanting to kill and eat everyone who made a male ship with aloy?#i sure fucking do#i’m so goddamn tired of this behaviour#and how it’s all seen as OKAY#why is it OKAY to threaten and wish harm upon people in fandom for a bisexual headcanon?#a bisexual headcanon that means aloy can kiss men AND women?#it’s not an anti-queer or anti-wlw headcanon at all#it’s celebrating queer aloy while also enjoying her relationship potential with a male character#it does not make her less queer and quite often the male is headcanon’d as bi as well! so bi4bi!#m/f relationships can be queer. stop gatekeeping. and stop WISHING HARM ON REAL FUCKING PEOPLE.
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Alright! I've got some good news and some bad news! The bad news is that I haven't had as much time lately to binge watch one piece, and as such, I'm running low on sanji screenshots. The good news is that I've been getting a lot of submissions lately! So I've decided that I'm gonna keep doing 3 posts a day, but now it'll be only one from my own collection and the other 2 will be from submissions. I'll keep doing this until I've built up my screenshots a bit more, and then it'll go back to how I was doing it before (ie, 3 screenshots from my collection, and 1 from submissions if I still have any). That means it would really help me out if you guys kept sending in submissions! And thanks a ton to the people who've already sent in a bunch! I really appreciate it ❤
#not a screenshot#the timing on this is a little funny#I just celebrated my 500th follower and now it's like oops I'm broke!! (currency being screenshots in this case lmao)#anyway it's not a huge deal if I run out of screenshots#I can just start recycling my old posts from when I first started#but we'll see if it comes to that or not#believe it or not I used to have over 300 posts in the queue#but then the big sanji drought in dressrosa happened and it cleared out my sanji stocks#wci helped but I wasn't watching it as often by then so I never fully recovered. so sad!#also you guys would not believe how annoying and time consuming it was switching up the post scheduling in the queue#like maybe I just don't know what I'm doing (highly probable) but I wish the queue was a little more customizable
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although I always vote, I completely understand the sentiment of disgust that can sometimes come with final turns of big elections where no candidate represents even remotely your political views... however... people who act like voting is useless even with SMALL LOCAL ELECTIONS WHERE YOU GOT AN ACTUAL CHOICE AND A CHANCE ?! dumbest fucks on planet earth. unbelievably stupid.
last time I voted in a local election the party I supported won and guess what happened since ? they've been doing everything I wanted them to do !! I'll never ever believe that "voting never matters" bullshit bc my actual life experience literally negates that idea. I am very happy to be enjoying all the things I voted for on a very local level, I love voting for people who actually defend things I care about and I will keep doing it and I urge everyone else to do so as well <3
go vote ! encourage your friends and family to vote as well ! never ever ignore an election no matter how small or removed from your daily reality it may seem ! every win counts !
#bee tries to talk#like it feels incredibly good to see things being done that you agree with#I wish it happened more often#anyway : reminder that the european elections are between the 6 and 9 of june
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